No pictures...

Sorry readers, no current pictures of my life. Think I'm in this weird mood that's suddenly totally not into pictures.

I had this weird friend who referred me to True Fitness and I went TODAY. The worst part abt this weird friend is he wants to keep annonymity and worse worse the consultant told me he spelt my name wrongly! URGH! That's why guys are a whole disappointing lot.

Anw, I toured the WHOLE gym with her introducing the equipments and trying to entice me to joining. In the past, all such equipments used to intrigue me. I'd think they're so fun! But now, its different. I think I know myself better. I wouldn't do it. Not alone. Not enough discipline also. And very shy gng to this big place with so many pple I totally do not know! Very SCARY!

Ah, I know. I know why i'm not into pictures. Cos no money to go for fun meals with interesting food! haha.. sorry! Pray hard that I find work soon ok?

I know its missing..

it hit me when she exclaimed 'But we just talked yesterday!'..

I just couldn't fill her in enough. I needed her to KNOW. Somehow I think she already DOES. But I had to make sure she didn't get it wrong!

And now she's in Malaysia, Borneo? I just need someone to talk to! There's too many things missing, over-flowing and breaking. I have to tell her. Or HER.

I think my patience is GONE. They've worn it out totally. I used to think I'm very patient. But no. To them, to him, I'm NOT.

The human who seemed to love me at times, a month and a half ago, could do without talking to me for a month and a half. He made me wait a month and a half for a phone call that never came. The agency that claims I have to start work a week after my last exams, claims I cannot start work even after waiting for two months plus after my exams.

I've been sitting at home waiting. Of course, i was also reading. When have I ever picked up a book at 2pm and finished it at 10pm? Dinner and lunch and toilet and laundry break inclusive? I could sit there and finish a book without external interruptions. This is so precious. To many others out there, it is. To me, it has become mundane. If i were not waiting, I'm sure I'd do more meaningful stuff. Beside finishing a drama series in two days. Reading a series of FOUR books TWICE. Cleaning up the home dustless. Waiting was all I was doing. Why wasn't I out and about? Because I have nothing to spend. I had to restrict myself to non monetary activities. Cycling costs money, swimming does too. Everything is money. And unfortunately i hate running the only free sport i can imagine doing alone.

The worst part about this waiting is, everyone else is busy. Everyone is at sch or at work. Worse off them at work. I needed to talk and there was no one to turn to. Everyone else was caught up. Everyone I was willing to talk to.

'nuff said.

This book i completed today, in one day is good. I like novels. love romance. I've developed this philosophy on why pple read. Or watch tv for that matter. They want answers. Therefore there are programs or books that some like to read or watch while others doesn't. Different pple want answers for different things. Girls like me want to know the answer to L.O.V.E. Boys want the answer to Adventure. Even in love, pple are looking for different things. That's why some love stories intrigue others while some do not. Like the teenage girls would be into Shopaholic while their mature moms would be into more realistic love story of some middle-aged married woman struggling to find the reason behind her marriage again and finds it despite the lack of adventure or spice in Shopaholic. All that down-to-earth romance wouldn't intrigue teenage girls. And somehow, I've moved there. Its weird isn't it? Books like the Girl-next-door doesn't intrigue me anymore. I want to read about down-to-earth relationships. I want to read about the ONE, relationships where there is the ONE. I want to read about pursuing dreams and succeeding. Becos these are what will spur me on. To L.I.V.E.

Yeah, totally amazing. This blog is about being pro life. So I will only blog when I'm pro life. Recently watched this stupid jap drama about some idiotic guy getting too many chances. I think humans need to realise they NEVER get second chances at their lives. Guys/Men need to realise nothing they do will make up for the things they DIDN'T do.

Of enough. I'm ranting cos I cant find anyone to talk to. But that's enough. Doubt anyone will want to read this either. Ciao.

Archery - Genting

My first time doing archery. Its rather tiring after a dozen arrows. My left arm, i.e. the bow arm, starts to ache. But as I continue onto my 20th arrow, the ache seems to go away as I make futile attempts to aim. There isn't much entertainment in Genting besides arcade, bowling, archery and theme parks. Most pple go there for the casino. I really dislike the smoke over in Genting. Alot of indoor places are smoke filled. Once I entered the lobby of the First World Hotel where we stayed, my eyes started watering. Every morning it happens. And my clothes will stink of smoke after the entire day of walking from First World to Highlands hotel with my uncles and aunt. And snaking in and out of the casino to look for them. Things are half priced there, everything except the shopping. The design actually looks good, but i wouldn't buy at those prices. Food is pretty okay over there. Not totally cheap, but cheaper than SG. We ate at Old Town, can you imagine?! haha.. yummy...

Chin Swee Temple - Genting

This is the temple, the only attraction I know of in Genting. (Cable car's not an attraction since most pple use it as transport) That's where we got our vegetarian food also. Haha.. these photos are really late, was there before new year, am only posting now that new year's almost over...

Vegetarian?!?!? - Genting

So here we have prawns, chicken and barbecued pork. But.. the catch is, they're vegetarian! the prawns taste good, but i wouldn't say the same for chicken and pork. I love chicken, but vegetarian chicken just cannot seem to taste the same! haha.. well, still, a yummy meal. :)

Trout at Sungei Buloh?

Yes, we saw this jumping fish at Sungei Buloh, think its the trout isn't it? Anyway, very interesting trip again. (Some research on Google shows its most likely to be the rainbow trout)

Yummy food @ food court

You can get this at Tampines Mall food court for just 4 bucks! Oh, amazing isn't it? :)

It is very yummy, albeit rather spicy and may scald if you do not let it cool before succumbing it to your tongue. Go for it! :)