A girl's heart..

Is so volatile.
She can lose it to him for a while,
But does not realise it at all.

I've lost myself to him,
Without realising it.
My heart has gone to him,
From I do not know when.

He was never in the picture,
For as long as I remember.
I have always been so focused,
For as much as I wanted.

Its cruel to control my feelings,
Its hard to discipline my thoughts.
I'm constantly afraid of disturbing,
Someone I treasure so dearly.

I wish he's resting well,
I pray for his good mood.
Hope he does not worry,
For I'm oh-so cherry.

I pray to find peace,
I want joy with him.
Glad for the blessings,
Heart vigoursly thumping.

What am I preparing for?

There seems to be so much to learn..
So much to overcome..
Such a wide variety of intelligence to pick up..

I somehow have this inkling...
That I'm preparing for something bigger, larger, greater..

Than what I've ever experienced...

Oil Painting

I didn't truely understand the intricacies of Mona Lisa till today!!! When my dear friend finally started oil painting class and i got so confused from her description that I started reading about it..

woah! so much into an art work! I tot it was just simply a different type of paint!

Second Riding Lesson

I was further reminded of what stirrups and girdle are when the instructor tested us...

we finally got to sit on the horse.. but We are On is a rather impatient little horse, so it was a little hard leading her to stand still.. she keeps biting on her bit, instructor claims shes playing with the bit and probably uncomfortable to me.. and keeps salivating.. (actually i didn't check if its male or female, oppz)

she also kept shaking her head, wanting to hang it low.. etc.. whereas the other pony was so still and so cooperative!

We took turns riding on her, me and Stephanie, the two Jessicas rode on the little pony, called spiky if i didn't recall wrongly.

When Stephanie rode, i led We Are On, and vice versa. Instructor said we had the same problem, that is, we held our hands too high.. hee.. we make a good team i think, instructor said so too.. its been so long i've been on a horse i forgot how scary it could feel.. but i got over it in the minute, despite the feeling of inbalance, i think my stirrups were not quite even.. oppz.. my fault, didn't check properly.. haha... we were all comfortably riding, not focusing on anything actually.. i was more enjoying the view lol.. while stephanie led We Are On...

its fun being so high up! :D

The gambling family..

And so we went to burn some incense for my late grandad after my second riding lesson...

i was wearing my new tee, one of those i got from harvard's coop... in the sch colour.. with its founding date..

And.. my aunts, my uncles saw the date.. the first thing that came to mind was to buy 4D!!! -.-

so they went on discussing what to buy, duno what they say la.. sounds like there are different ways to bet... i-bet i think?

and the whole family is putting in to bet.. like sure win liddat.. and mummy even added that i went riding in that very tee.. so very lucky and relevant for betting 4D cos its for horse racing ma.. -.-

If we win, I'd let u know. :P

LNY

Lunar New Year..

Its been a peaceful new year... Enjoyed the games with cousins, my first time getting ang bao from my cousin! lol... paiseh lei...

watched like a few movies... Alls Well Ends Well, Battle of Red Cliff...

I think.. i need more rest... need more slp.. need even more peace..

for i feel, this is the warmth before the thunderstorm... the quiet before the rain...