It's okay dear..

It's okay dear..
That you're sometimes so slow and dense.

It's really okay dear,
As your ignorance doesn't hurt others too much.

They will forgive you dear,
For the silly words of faith you speak.

They may not understand you dear,
But they open their arms wide to include you.

They may be exasperated dear,
But you test their patience well.

It's not too late to realise dear,
Even if you're to make the same mistaken faith.

You have chosen dear,
Not to lose your faith in innocence.

There are no right nor wrong in choices dear,
Neither will there be right or wrong opinions.

Keep your faith dear,
Even if this world will never be worth.

Keep going dear,
For that which inspires your life.

I like to be open..

I guess I'm now the total opposite of my younger self (although my K2 classmate still recognises me, lol..)

I used to keep myself a mystery, aiming to confuse.
Now I open my transperant self to all, regardless.

It makes me comfortable, I feel comfortable and strive to make myself comfortable in spite of the situations. I feel it helps the pple around me to feel comfortable when I'm in comfort too.

Now the picture is so clear, what I want is so clear. Although everything, the future and my fate is still unknown, but I feel a solid ground under me. No matter where I go, I know what I'm seeking, what I will look for.

Let me continue to read my mystery book then feedback ba..

What am I fighting for!??!

I have a loving boss,

More than a dozen caring colleagues.

And very very close friends within the department,

At least three who put me before themselves.

I'm never left out at work.

There are a million pple in ofx who will bring me out to exciting lunch places.

I have a good working relationship with ALL stakeholders.

I get to go home on time much more than most colleagues.

I sleep better than many friends I know.

I know how to do my work and handles my job scope well.

I am in a happy situation, happy environment.

So I'd really like to ask, what exactly am I fighting for?!?!?!