Recently I realised..

That its better to be wide awake den Zombified...

I have been 'hu si luan xiang' for so long so infinitely long and so irrationally that some colleague kindly suggested that I'm not tired enough...

But I have proven and found that one needs to keep wide awake as energy is required to keep out "thoughts" whereas when Zombified, the sub-conscious tends to take over, hence greater 'hu si luan xiang'

Sleep more!!!!!

There's so much on my mind..

I'd love to share.. but do not know which to start with.

1: I'm finally back to my 'Looking forward to Monday' mood.

2: I'm also back to my 'Very exciting life' mode.

3: I still work hard in my life, and live without regrets.

Although I cannot totally emphatise with my friend whose cousin passed away, I can imagine her pain. OK sorry, i'm not supposed to use pain, but heck it. PAIN.

I do not believe in bottling things up. You should share all you need with someone. And not wish you could share anything else with that someone only after he/she has left.

Most imptly, you have to treasure what's left behind. Alot more than what's left. The poor souls in pain. The pitiful next-of-kins. One shouldn't only learn to appreciate or treasure loved ones after phenomenol events.

But of course, the most impt truth to staying alive is the ability to let go. Let go, move on and continue seeking happiness. Never give up.

Maybe I should be counsellor. A psychologist. I am strong after all.

A social issue

I've been really concerned lately, on the increasing divorce rates, on the increase of late marriages.

As I look around me, so many pple feel lonely. Why do they choose to be lonely?

In my mother's time, it was a phenomenon to find an unwed lady in her 40s. Now, they roam the streets, the foodcourts, atas restaurants, SBS buses, Transitlink and even SMRT. Interesting thing is, where is all the men hiding?

We know there is a higher percentage of women than local men. But so many local ladies have married expats. Then again, local men have also taken Vietnamese wives.

Poor us. Such fate. But can we do something about it?

Can I teach a 40 yr old to be less picky? How can I help anyone if I try so hard yet fail time and again?

But in the latest korean drama I watched, they said "Fall in love. And get hurt. But have the confidence to fall in love again."

Fall in love Singapore. I wish you'd fall in love.

I need to know I guess...

What happened?
What changed?

But how can you get answers from a human who doesn't reflect?

yet I often wonder, something you fought so hard for, can be let go so easily?

its only been such a short while, you haven't even tried!

what exactly were you fighting for?

Or what you thought you fought for, was actually a misconception on your part?

If so, I need to know!

SIGH...

Kudos to the PINK chocolate shop..

It takes TWO Engineers to make a box of PINK chocolates;
One to drive the other around to buy ingredients,
The other to create the concoction with mysterious ingredients.

:D

But it needs just ONE Engineer to eat it all up.
(And one abloy lock to ensure the chocolates are well-kept)

A Pink Birthday

Comes with...

PINK Socks accompanied by hand cream trapped inside a cute little "Seal"
PINK Wrapping paper for "Road Less Travelled" with
PINK Glittery Butterfly stuck on a
PINK Card and a
PINK Box of
PINK Chocolates with
PINK Ribbon and
PINK Butterfly earrings all perfect for the
PINK Princess.

Love you all!!!!!

Escaping Reality

Some indulge in the Final Fantasy world,
Believing that to be their fulfilment instead of out here.

Others bury themselves in their busy lives,
Numbing out worries like little mice.

Some no longer know how to face this life,
How to handle real-world situations alive.

Others believe in running away,
Unable to take seriouly, any rainy day.

I'm too honest I'm afraid.
I want to live my life to the max.
I will face challenges without regret.

The sight

U know in UWat, I was taught what I believe I see may not be what it really is, may not be what it appears in what others see. A tribute to that class, psychology of the MIND...

I'm not sure the rainbow I see,
Appears the same to you as it is.

I'm not sure the yellow colour I describe,
Looks just the way you see it too.

I wonder if you had my heart,
You might see the pink and love it too.

I wonder if she shed her tears for me,
My heart can be as cleansed as her eyes.

Is the curve of this rainbow I see,
Similar to that of what it seems to you?

If you like these rainbow colours,
Shouldn't I like them the same too?

i love you..

its sweet to be able to say that...
To someone so close to you.

i love you..
its touching to hear it from you...
When I know you mean it so deeply.

i love you..
can be such a weighty phrase...
Yet treated so lightly by some.

I love you..
warms hearts a plenty...
Gives hope to many.