New Year

Seriously, its just another day? Why do pple have to make it so super special? What makes just yet another 365 days so super special?

I dunno, why do people have to make resolutions in the New Year? Why do pple have to reminicise about the past? Why brood over whatever's already gone?

I dunno, but I happen to be one such person. Although I do not believe thoroughly in the resolution thing, but a NEW YEAR seriously makes one re think about what has gone over the past year. For me, I actually thought about what has gone past the past year>>S<<.

Since I dun even remember when, from watching tv shows, I have instilled within myself that there exists TRUE LOVE on earth. But you know, TRUE LOVE is merely words, i think I shall bestow it some definition.

TRUE LOVE in what I believe to be the common sense, is everlasting.

TRUE LOVE NEVER DIES.

but how do you know its alive? pple say, when an old man and an old woman goes hand in hand down orchard road, passerby are witnessing TRUE LOVE.

TRUE LOVE INVOLVES HOLDING HANDS.

When the old woman retricts the old man's intake or sugar/salt/coffee/smoke, we say its TRUE LOVE.

TRUE LOVE CARES FOR THE OTHER PARTY'S WELL-BEING.

Such is very very retro true love, how about youngsters? Will youngsters know if they experience true love? I've seen boys gng after ladies. They will be at the ladies' beck and call, go through all to make the lady happy. Does that constitute to true love too? Does gng through the orchard jam just to purchase her favourite dessert and send it to her room constitute to true love? Does buying her romantic chocolate as gift constitute to true love too? How about helping the girl you love prepare for her presentation the next day? Does that sound like true love to you?

Hmm... I guess, true love doesn't count such acts. True love has to be felt. You know, the tv likes to say, songs like to sing.. there's this tingling sensation. But how long can this tingling sensation last? Will you still feel the tingling sensation if your man is so busy and claims he has no time for you? Or when your man begins to find you a burden as he is tired of asking you out and taking the initiative towards you? What happens after that? What can keep two persons, who believe they have found their true love together?

Sigh... big sigh... What happens when you realise the only thing you've lived for doesn't exist?