Working life..

I'm afraid to say I'm still too new at work to comment on working life. I still feel like a child. Being taught, discovering things day-to-day, being guided and shown the way and sheltered and taken care of.

Yes, I want to be exposed and to learn. I told myself umpteenth times that I will have to learn to take setbacks. And I know they are coming. Already I have left my tongue loose itself. Very minor mistakes for now but I gotta gambatte!

I'm not here to blog abt work. I mean to tell everyone abt yesterday. My night at the arts house. My first night there. It was quite amazing. Having been in NUS hole and then home hole and now work hole, I haven't been to such-like events for forever! But its great. It feels natural as I was with someone whom understands, sees and emphatises. How many girls can do that? Its difficult. I had a hard time finding someone who I can share such deep dark thoughts. Someone who wouldn't be polluted yet EMPHATISE.

It was the art's house's anniversary. We started with wine. (wine on empty stomach, totally mad to me) I chose white, her, red. Then visited the photo exhibition. They had photos that were see through. So you can see it either side. She sees such a change in me. I didn't even realise the change. The change since Waterloo. The change after I start work. She takes it all in. Yet I do not realise. My moods are so transperant to her. I only feel the same old me, we are still, aren't we? The same old us. The change is good. All for the better. Of course, only she can see the joy in me, cos only she has seen the darkness in within.

Anw, photo exhibition and wine was followed by a buffet dinner. I loved the salmon sashimi, she loved the deep fried triangular thingy (what's it CALLED!??!?! EDIT: Samosa). Haha.. And I made rojak for both of us. It was too salty I feel, she haven't had it for so very loooong..

That was followed by this film on Chek Jawa. A very touching film. I must go in the next few months. We must. Let's GO!

It was a very dramatic night (especially for her) cos I was such a drama mama. lol. Its good. After letting it all out, all that drama, I felt alot better. Was finally able to tone down. Like NOW.. i can, be mild.. relax and work.. :)