Saturday, January 16, 2010

Terrible Week

I won't tell you how it went, just the thoughts that it induced will be sufficient:

1) can i just marry someone and live as a poor housewife forever?
2) can i be a starbucks pao kopi de after these four years?
3) i'm sure he will never marry me, so, i have to stay strong as no one will give the much needed hug.
4) can i hide in this cosy room for the rest of my life doing nothing at all?
5) can i survive a simple life yet have enough to tide thru storms and rainy days?
6) will being a housewife keep me away from all politics?
7) i really need HIM...
8) i just want to be at the beach, kneel there and scream my lungs out..
9) and cry my heart out.. with somebody who understands, somebody who cares...

1 comment:

yeelee said...

sounds like u're hoping for someone to bring u happiness. doesn't work that way my dear, happiness has to come from within. learn to love yourself first, and that, btw, is a lifelong romance…says oscar wilde ^_^