Lost

I have no idea why.

Maybe too many pple around me are getting dejected. Maybe too many pple in the ofx are leaving. Maybe cos I had to shift down.

I suddenly feel very dejected today. I felt like I've lost my life. I lost the choir life i used to lead, i lost the orchestra life i used to own, i lost the ensemble gatherings i never missed.

playing this piece of choral piece NUS Choir sang combined with TP choir, churns up greater emotions that I can imagine.

I knew i gave that life up and started this new one. I've accepted it with grace and embrace. But maybe, its okay to shed some tears of reminisence once in a while.