Studying..

You know.. I really HATE studying.. HATE it to the CORE...

I hate the idea of mugging.. of drowning myself in new information that is difficult to make sense of...

But somehow.. all my friends are encouraging me to do so.. the two ladies in Boston, some colleagues at work...

I still fought them off.. till these few days...

I wake up thinking i have to go to school.. I slip of my tongue says I have to get back to studying instead of get back to working...

I so cannot believe why I'm behaving this way.. for I really do hate studying...

It freaks me out.. how signs show me what I really need... Thank you.. I appreciate it.. and will continue so... Thank you...