Touching...

As it can be...
The girl who sees only me..

Apart so much as we may be...
Closest of all but we seem..

Girls of strength we both are...
Yet age has toned both of us...

Her silent care touches me so deep...
Protecting me from hurt within...

Hurt that I've been thru and thru...
My days alternate pink and blue...

Without risks I shall not live...
For I must follow what I believe...

Curiousity buried deep in me...
Yet love burns so strongly...

Afraid of having something new...
Withold intensly while in review...

Backlogs I proceed to clear...
Before the fresh beginning's here...

I thank god for my optimism...
For failure has not killed my love...

Please give me strength and direction...
To be there in the right fashion...

And give her strength to pull thru...
The difficult times like a bull...

The signs are clear..

Back to orchestra I go...

Home...

feels so strange... like so unfamiliar now... i've been away for four weeks out of the last five...

taking the mrt feels like sightseeing now..

i still love my home... its good to come back to mummy's love and pampering... granny's praises and singing... and not so yummy but comforting home cooked food..

Life as we know it..

Recommended by a colleague (the type who sends weird sms when they're drunk..)

Also recommended by leng's colleague... have been begging yaya to watch with me to no avail.. finally watched it yday.. and very glad to have watched it with leng!

I don't think others will have the same comment of the film as leng and i.. on hind sight.. those attached may probably better appreciate it (no wonder my colleague recommended it).. but to leng and i... its more like superficial.. like fairytale..

I was definitely hoping for greater substance (like inception - surprise!).. but it was so predictable... so mundane.. like ya, okay, papa mama die.. okay, little girl grows up.. like okay, they lived with sophie, go through moments with her.. and duH! of course they grow close and fall in love eventually.. -.- how stupid.

what's so 'life as we know it' huh? I dun know my life this way, neither does leng.

Our lives are filled with activities, friends, good friends, friends who stand by one another, friends who stood us occasionally. Baby!? So crappy, 9 kids that even the father does not recognise name?! please, this is 2010.

But ya, its good, a good laugh, meaningless laugh, but good laugh. Not our type huh - leng? I love Heigl, she acts so damn welL! cry - check! friends die tears - check! excited at baby's first steps - check! cannot ride motorbike - check! the only fake thing is.. heigl carrying the heavy cake out of kitchen, don't look heavy enough - needs work!

In any case, that's not life as we know it. NEXT PLEASE!

I have a friend who smses after he's drunk:

c@0123hrs - Are you ok?
reply -> I'm home. Puking. what exactly did i drink sia. You all take care.
c@0130hrs - Where r u?
c@0137hrs - Some back! Where r u? In ur home?
c@0140hrs - Ms x where r u?
c@0147hrs - Did u take ur wallet?
c@0150hrs - Halo, did u take ur thing?
c@0156hrs - U reached home or at ur ur house ouside?
no reply as x fell asleep after replying.

just find it hilarious.. so sharing here.. hee hee...

Yoda

Made Mistakes, I have
Past Pain, I am
Forever Fulfilling, My life is.

Thought Thoroughly, I have
Missing You, I am
Peacefully Painful, My life is.

-- Written in Resort Hotel, 5 Oct 10

Flaming Butterfly

Recently watched flaming butterfly... Although yaya says its such an old show, but its nice ma... and Although I didn't watch the full of it (cos I cant find the complete watchable series online) I managed to grasp quite the essence of it...

Do you think if the man survived, they can still live sweetly together?

With so much history, so many scars, such great tragedies.. the person whom they see everyday just reminds them of those.. they would just lose confidence and not be able to climb up ever again... So, how can it be sweet lei?