How have you been doing?

Its been five years since we met,
Two years since we were in love,
And one year since we last chat.

Today, was a very normal day,
Yet I looked thru the photos,
The emails and things u used to say.

Pain rushing back, unable to comprehend;
What happened, why did they happen?
Two deep in love yet fail to mend.

I wish we could talk;
Discuss and have fun like before.
I hope to hear ur thoughts.

But quiet as my life has turned,
Heart brimming with tears,
I keep all my sorrows churned.

Force myself to look away,
See the sun and smile.
Thank god you were once here.

Thank you.