As the weekend is ending, as I've spent my entire day at my laptop catching up on news, the feeling of insecurity creeps in. I'm reminded of my week, of my bashful utterances and deep reminder of my own boundaries and new boundaries i must learn to follow at work.
Of course, not forgetting that my dearest postivity has left Singapore for Perth, I sincerely hope that he's having the time of his life. While the strongest positive energetic influence of my life is not around me, the peace getting into me isn't very positive. I appreciate that peace, and I want to be thankful for it, as I miss my dearest positivity. Also, hope to find my own positivity, can't keep relying on him can i?
In spite of all, I went out to do some chores, and return much uplifted. Seeing how the dressage competitors fight it out on mio tv at singtel shop, re-ignites my urge to get back onto the horseback. Maybe Yogyakarta will have riding schools, maybe after my trip to yogakarta, i have to make another one to do some riding myself. maybe, just maybe.
And after all that, I reminded my dear friend on whatsapp, that at different stages of our lives, we prioritise our dreams and stability differently. Now is the time to save up your money and make more to save up. There will be a time for dreams, I'm sure.
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