Angry

Omg, I feel myself boiling! To what I do not even know, I didn't know in the first place.

I'm now angry at someone whom I tried to talk to, who kept stereotyping me to "don't treat everyone like your life partner". I'm like, WTF! Sigh, but who can I blame? I chose to talk to that someone, who just failed to properly comprehend what I was experiencing.

I hate it that sometimes I let ppl's view cause me to question myself. Do I treat everyone like my life partner?! Stupid. F.

I mean, c'mon la, decently I have to respect each and every human. And its only right that I care for my friends the way I expect myself to. I don't expect them to do the same in return. Ok, maybe, I guess I want to treat everyone the same, so probably my life partner will also experience the same. WTF. SO WHAT IF I TREAT EVERYONE LIKE MY LIFE PARTNER!?

But really, this was not the root cause of the thing. I talked to him really because I was questioning my own personality. Why do I dislike crowds? Then another someone mentioned, is there any other horoscope that likes crowds? *shrugs*

I know its not good to pull the Libra thing out, but it does have some grounding. Libra likes to be fair and in a group situation there's no way to fairly allocate 'talk time' to each and everyone, so libra gets uncomfortable at those who don't get 'talk time'. In short, I just want to complain that I hate ppl who hog conversations in a big group. -GIRLS- but I'm not one of the two/four.

So this something made me uncomfortable. But I dunno what made me angry. I mean, look, we're free, we want to chill out, and because NO ONE wants to take the initiative, we just all go home? Seriously! I don't understand. The stupid question of where to next was posed a million times and NOBODY at all wants to accept suggestions. I DON'T UNDERSTAND! Between me and my good friend, in any such situation, we'd find somewhere. So I just don't understand. I guess, some ppl just live a passerby life. I'm so glad my inner circle doesn't. Or at least they appear so.